“Learn the difference between a man who flatters you and a man who compliments you. A man who spends money on you and a man who invests in you. A man who views you as property and a man who views you properly. A man who lusts after you and a man who loves you.”
How am I even able to trust anyone else in my life if my own mom, my birth mother, the women who carried me in her womb for 9 months continuously lets me down? She encourages me verbally to fallow my dreams and go for what I want in life, and always offers to help me along the way, but when it comes to showing her support in action, she never comes through. I wish i could be completely independent but I’m 18 and working a minimum wage job. Life is great.
Bout to be at my funeral like
"Blow my back out before they bury me. one time real quick."
I’m hitting so much. Between the stress and the disappointment I’m trying to understand what this feeling is.